yesterday i freaked out because i didn't plan my day well enough to have time to see the film required for class. today class was canceled. my professor canceled class on friday too. i hope he's okay. at any rate, this allows me to have a few minutes to decompress before practicing and studying for my art history quiz tonight.
i will need more than a few minutes to decompress before and after practicing. try hours? i'm wading back into the depths of another viola crisis. at least it's a familiar bog. the monsters know me here, though are probably quite sick of my whining. they can join the club. how many times have i held my viola and wondered why? music is such a huge part of my life that to make any final decision about playing would absolutely tear apart my identity. so i am afraid. there we go.
i've been oddly emotional lately and i can't put my finger on a reason. i spent a considerable amount of time crying yesterday for seemingly no reason at all. maybe i was stressed about viola? election day? baking cookies? who knows....i don't.. and that concerns me. and perhaps what is worse is that i am worried about how it's making my significant other feel. i just want it to be my problem.
but really people
BARACK OBAMA IS PRESIDENT ELECT
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
sad news, proposition 8 succeeded. and michael crichton died. sadness. and arkansas passed some weird bill on keeping unmarried people(read: gays) from adopting kids. because love makes one unfit for parenthood....right.
but to keep things in perspective-
President Obama. fuck yes.
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